The Blur of Clarity: John Monteith’s Distant Spaces
by Travis Jeppesen on November 8, 2013
A long corridor stands before us, empty save for the myriad reflections emitted from the glaze of the floor. Light and shapes foment a static yet buzzing composition through the blurred effect that seeing-through-memory often produces. When we stare at the image long enough, effectively allowing ourselves to sink into it, we find that the pictorial realism initially offered by the image no longer holds; instead, we are immersed in a realm of geometric abstractions, seemingly liberated from their three-dimensional sources. [1]
Welcome to the world of John Monteith – a world, I would argue, that actually contains a very peculiar hyper-realism that is distinct from what we normally conjure in our mind’s eye when we hear the term. For, rather than trying to persuade us of his subjects’ veracity through an amplification of their most obvious surface qualities, Monteith takes the opposite route, employing what he deems a “psychologicaly distancing” effect as a means of translating his experiences of spaces into a concise language of images – one that shows us that “reality” does not necessarily rhyme with “clarity.”
Monteith’s two inter-related series are manifested in the form of a group of paintings titled (de)construction (re)construction and a second of photo works titled with the date, time, and address of their geographic location. The object at the center of Monteith’s ongoing practice is that very thing that cannot be represented in physical form: that is, the in-betweenness of an event itself. Bouncing back and forth from historical sites imbued with reverence and banal locales of seeming irrelevance – and juxtaposing the two in both form and content – Monteith confuses us as a means of clarifying our own expectations of what a frozen moment in space and time is meant to symbolize. What’s more, the work allows Monteith to join a legion of great traveler-recorders, such as Sir Richard Burton and Xuanzang, updating the tradition to a distinctly 21st century sensibility that is ever cognizant of the stains of history cloaking every surface to be traversed.
Framed in relation to this complimentary series are sixteen hand drawn graphite text works taken from a series of fifty that were created simultaneously with his photographs and paintings. These nouns, adjectives and titles were drawn from Monteith’s lexicon of research material representing his last five years of study of film, television and text.
Responding intuitively to the meaning Monteith ascribes to these words, he meticulously selects his font, weight and spatial arrangement in response to the formal dimensions of the paper. In some cases, the page contains its text, while in others, it does not, narrativizing an otherwise de-contextualized subject.
As we gaze upon this grid of 50 co-dependent, yet seemingly disconnected words, an internalized knowledge begins to manifest itself as we, each of us, begin to bring our own linguistic associations forward. Viewed as individual and autonomous works beside each painting and photograph, new layers of associative meaning become affixed to each image.
A Being and The Event.
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Monteith employs a similar layering technique in rendering both his photographs and paintings. In his paintings, two identical painted layers are placed on top of one another then, shifted into the correct composition. From there, he brings out the shapes that emerge in hybrid form as a result of the layering, shapes native to neither of the originals, creating a third reality no less real than its sources. [2]
In constructing his photographs Monteith first captures up to one hundred unique yet virtually identical images taken over a span of time. From these he then layers one upon the other, reducing the opacity of each photograph, rendering each image virtually invisible. As one hundred images are layered together, the photograph reconstitutes itself in the form of an atmospheric composite.
The two series resulting from these experiments look radically distinct from one another, as though the work of two different artists. “Concrete” versus “abstract” imagery: This is but one of the conflicting tendencies one discovers in Monteith’s work. In some ways, the series’ distinct styles reflect one of the central canonical crises that gave rise to Modernism in the visual arts: the invention of the camera, which allowed for a realism “more authentic” than any that a painting could possibly offer up, and thus gave rise to abstraction in the painterly realm. For Monteith, this is spelled out not only in the clear formal restraints exercised in the works’ execution, but in his identificatory choices. This conflict resolves itself by forcing us to reflect back upon our own habits of perception, arriving at the discomfiting awareness that vision is oftentimes dissociative. [3]
Monteith claims that the identity of the spaces captured in the (de)construction (re)construction paintings remain of secondary concern – they are banal spaces; stairways, hallways, interstial spaces operating as architectural voids – whereas the identity of the spaces in the photographs are defined – not by name, but by their specific street addresses. The artist gives away a little bit, but not too much; he doesn’t want to tell us what we’re seeing, he respects the autonomy of his images too much, giving us enough information to go out and find these precise locales on our own, if we are so adventurous.
Far from being “innocent” banal empty interiors, all of the spaces captured are tied to troubling aspects of history which have been repurposed in an effort, if not to erase their origins, then to revise their histories, keeping in line with neo-liberal Western ideals of “progress.” A massive airport constructed by the Nazis to dazzle the masses with Teutonic invention and accomplishment, now an empty space available for rent as a convention hall; South Vietnam’s former presidential palace, now a symbol of the Communist North’s triumph, and a museum open to the public; a tearoom in a highway rest stop just south of Pyongyang, North Korea, as bereft of visitors as the surrounding highway is of traffic.
What use is this knowledge, other than it feeding our tendency to narrativize each photographic image our eyes consume? An attempt to map the work on spatio-temporal coordinates proves a fascinating exercise. Interestingly, the artist insists at one point that the paintings “reflect a collapse of space, whereas the photographs relate more to time.” [4] The original architects could have no idea what history would do to their spaces; hence, architecture’s vulnerability to time. Such mappings become troubled, of course, in that the photographs are very much about particular spaces, which Monteith himself is willing to admit. But the particularities of the spaces break down in the (de)construction (re)construction series, which is really about the impossibility of fomenting a stable identity for any place – just as there is no such thing as a stable identity for any human being. We are like objects – mobile objects, vehicles, in that we are forever transforming inwardly and outwardly, while simultaneously being propelled through time and space.
In discussing his conception of deterritorialization, conceived with Felix Guattari, Gilles Deleuze once stated bluntly that it is not how one occupies a space that is interesting, but the way in which one enters and exits it. [5] The photographs and paintings Monteith has “left behind,” as it were, are the signs of that coming and going. The memory of a lived event lingers onwards, or perhaps doesn’t, in the mind of the artist; it belongs to him alone, and can never be fully reproduced through any means: this is why, as Beckett famously stated, [6] every artist must come to accept the burden of failure weighing down on such endeavors: the work can thus be considered as instances of reconciliation. Much like the Impressionist painter memorializes his experience of landscape with a redaction of color through the filter of emotion, Monteith projects his preservations of repurposed historic buildings into an architectural ideality. Free from the constraints of definition, the blurred contours of the objects seen in the photographs drift into weightless ahistoric modalities: the associational, the “purely visual.”
But not only visual. The blurred effect deployed in the photos, which are often reminiscent of Thomas Struth’s nostalgia-inducing architectural trips, causes the eye to strain – a physical process that impels a psychological after-effect: the photos radiate a kind of melancholy through the distancing produced by the layering process. Far from the nostalgia typically promised by the postcard memento, Monteith’s photographs transport us to lonely spaces where any trace of human inhabitance could only be a disruptive force. The poignancy of these spaces lies in the impossible autonomy with which they have been momentarily imbued – artificial though it may be, its very artifice inflects the image with a reality very much its own.
So the “distancing” achieved by the works make total sense: We can have neither the actual lived experience of the author, nor occupy his space of memory. What we are getting is a third thing, the work, which must bear the traces of the former two. There is a great pact of trust that must be signed if we are to accept the images in these photographs. And for the paintings, even more so.
Here, distancing takes on a wholly aggressive stance, as any identificatory measures are completely erased. We must avoid the natural tendency to mistake the paintings as distorted reflections of the concrete imagery we see in the photographs. Nor are they blown-up and repurposed details taken from the photos. We must deal with them head-on in their ghostly autonomy. If the photos are eerily lacking in human presence, the paintings in (de)construction (re)construction are, in more than one sense, unreadable. Or are they?
Monteith has described the paintings’ composition as a process nearly akin to two-dimensional sculptural collage. As though to emphasize this inherent sculptural quality, Monteith has mounted them to cut white plexi, which allows them to float when hung on the wall; thus, upon seeing them in the exhibition space, the effect is one of floating. This exacerbates the paintings’ content, which, like that of the photos, is architectural. Taken from photographs of shadows and interstitial spaces, the paintings effectively alter whatever space they’re displayed in while simultaneously training our eyes to those seemingly unimportant contours of the unexemplary spaces we occupy in our day-to-day lives.
At the same time, though their subject is shadow, the technique employed seems to cull from the very origin of photography – the notion of “drawing with light” – effectively uniting the artist’s “painting” and “photographic” practices. Interestingly, as Susan Sontag notes, Henry Fox Talbot arrived at one of the earliest inventions of the photographic technique through his wish to engage on a deeper level with the spaces he came across in his travels.
In his book of photographs The Pencil of Nature (1844-46), Fox Talbot relates that the idea of photography came to him in 1833, on the Italian Journey that had become obligatory for Englishmen of inherited wealth like himself, while making some sketches of the landscape at Lake Como. Drawing with the help of a camera obscura, a device which projected the image but did not fix it, he was led to reflect, he says, “on the inimitable beauty of the pictures of nature’s painting which the glass lens of the camera throws upon the paper” and to wonder “if it were possible to cause these natural images to imprint themselves durably.” The camera suggested itself to Fox Talbot as a new form of notation whose allure was precisely that it was impersonal – because it recorded a “natural” image; that is, an image which comes into being “by the agency of Light alone, without any aid whatever from the artist’s pencil.” [7]
Just as one cannot really separate space from time, it is impossible to distinguish the painterly and photographic impulses at play in John Monteith’s work; similarly, one cannot measure how much has been left to chance in his juxtapositions and to what degree they have been composed. What’s exemplary is the extent to which, through a seemingly simple compositional process, the paintings capture the essence of movement, becoming a metaphysical projection of the roving agency that captured them.
And so it is that there is nothing obscure about the blurred images that John Monteith has culled from his vast and ever evolving archive. Whether we ever get time properly figured out or not, infinite motion and volatility will remain the key features of the reality machine. In this sense, Monteith’s images are anything but static. If anything, they show us that stillness is illusory.
[1] The work in question here is John Monteith’s April 2 2011 2:34 pm 135 Nam Ky Khoi Nghia,
pigment print 58”x 38”, 2011.
[2] This process was described in the course of several conversations with the author in July 2012.
[3] Susan Sontag noticed as much when she digressed on habits of viewing photography: “Photographic seeing, when one examines its claims, turns out to be mainly the practice of a kind of dissociative seeing, a subjective habit which is reinforced by the objective discrepancies between the way that the camera and the human eye focus and judge perspective.” In On Photography, New York: Anchor Books, 1990, 75.
[4] Again, taken from conversation with the artist.
[5] See Claire Parnet and Pierre-Andre Boutang’s wonderful series of filmed interviews, Gilles Deleuze From A to Z, Los Angeles: Semiotext(e), 2011.
[6] “Try again. Fail again. Fail better.” Samuel Beckett, “Worstward Ho” in Nohow On, London: Calder, 1989.
[7] Susan Sontag, On Photography, New York: Anchor Books, 1990, 67-68.
Jake & Dinos Chapman
by Travis Jeppesen on October 30, 2013
A review of their exhibition in Hong Kong at Randian.
Tehching Hsieh
by Travis Jeppesen on October 30, 2013
Hair. It grows so fast: something dead that lives on each of us.
A review at Whitehot.
Bernard Frize
by Travis Jeppesen on October 28, 2013
My review of Bernard Frize’s current exhibition in Hong Kong at Randian.
I, an Object
by Travis Jeppesen on October 13, 2013
I, an Object, my first film, will be included as part of House Style, a group exhibition at Tramway in Glasgow, opening on 24 October. More info here: http://wearepanel.co.uk/index.php?page=house-style
25 OCTOBER 2013 – 19 JANUARY 2014
Tramway 5, TRAMWAY, 25 ALBERT DRIVE, GLASGOW
House Style presents a series of new commissions initiated by Panel with Annette Lux and Steven Cairns in response to a specially selected film programme sourced from the British Film Institute National Archive.
House Style takes as its starting point a monthly Technicolor film series called Roundabout (1962-1974). Roundabout was designed to promote Britain as a progressive world leader to south and south-east Asian audiences. Produced by the British government through its Central Office of Information (COI), every issue was packed with stories that portrayed Britain in the vanguard of research, the forefront of manufacturing, the driving force of the Commonwealth as well as the creative edge of the arts and design. If the message could be summed up in a single word it would be ‘modern’, the idea being that Asian cinema audiences were presented with a vision of what their future might look like and how Britain was helping to realise this vision.
New works by Hilda Helström, Travis Jeppesen, Rob Kennedy and Daniel Padden reconsider and reposition the stories told, investigating the ways in which cultural identity, status and style can be understood through design, industry and image making. Their experimental narratives, presented in an exhibition design scheme by Steff Norwood and featuring a hand-stencilled trompe l’oeil rug by Bernie Reid, provoke a new reading of the promotional feature, juxtaposing ideas of national identity with tradition and modernity, documentary and fiction.
Films sourced from the BFI National Archive and the BUFVC.
Roundabout-1963: A Year In Colour is available to buy on DVD from the British Film Institute. The Roundabout series can be viewed online at: http://bufvc.ac.uk/newsonscreen/roundabout
House Style is generously supported by Creative Scotland and is presented in partnership with Tramway.
UPLIFTING DOUGHNUTS
by Travis Jeppesen on October 12, 2013
A real modern education. I’m talking bout the cocksuck life. Disexplode. Load a life of disk, shitfaced, eat boots made of clay. Thin strips of jaundiced neck steaks illuminated on sidewalk fancy, stream of jewels elaborates hockey stain on underwalked side. Blank strips of Wednesday’re made blanker by homoservant, long jeans a jagged ass for praying on home. Bones in her applesauce, she complained I was at least jerked downward. The way napkin disappears when you need it the least, preliminary disposition ultimately prevents fantasy from actualizing itself among erosions of real-life parrot frockery. Iranian urine landmine shines high above the midnight shadow spring induces when its golden satellite shits out an egg through the narrow straits of dawn; poetic hangnail once ultimate falls down in the shower.
THE SUICIDERS on tour
by Travis Jeppesen on October 10, 2013
Frame Fetish (after Stevie Hanley’s Turning the Corner That Never Comes)
by Travis Jeppesen on October 1, 2013
It must be so nice, that feeling: to be contained. But then again, the danger is that it might lead to other feelings, feelings of a more rebellious nature: you know, to break apart that container. Still, we chase after it in all our day-to-day, the inherent aimlessness of all our wanderings. It’s always the three dimensions that hold onto, embrace, the lower, two dimensions. The lower supposed to be our focus, what we are trained to look at. We always try to do the right thing, sometimes it’s hard. Can I be a/yr temporary container for a moment?
Or: the space outside that container.
Now we’re confused.
We could try to contain some of that space – or replicate it – that is, catalyze, create the illusion of space – inside our own picture. A picture of containers. But then do we contain that picture? No, for to do so would be to take a moral stance. We’re (suddenly) more interested in the adventure of non-containment.
The frames float in the container I’ve created, the space around them is formaldehyde and the thing containing them is an aquarium. I have ichthyologically inseminated this sphere with a new meaning. And now that the drama has been centered, a new one emerges to contaminate the preservative: What about time? We can’t avoid it, we’ve already brought the formaldehyde of space into our percept.
Time is the one part that can never be seen. Due to our innate perceptual limitations, time remains motion’s bitch. Time gets buttfucked each time we blink our eyes. The picture – that which is contained – will suffer, will call out for a preservationist to blow bubbles into its vitality – no one notices the way the frame suffers, those stains that gravity leaves on its surface. Gravity is motion, time, too.
But there is another, joyful component to the frame’s sufferings at the whip of time, for time is also the mothering force seeped inside all ecstatic awareness of becoming – even if most becoming is a poetics of decay – this morbidity is not without its erotic aspect.
When I need to escape from the deceptions of enlightenment, I look away from that which is supposed to center my gaze – that thing being contained – and the bars of the prison become my fantasy phallus.
I will never be as inside as you are, I know, because you’re the one who gets all the hairy eyeball love while I merely hold you up and away from the ground. This is the tender romance of our disengagement: you will survive and thrive, though wounded by time, without me, while without you, I am empty and useless, waiting to be filled.
The Captured Rituals of Iwajla Klinke
by Travis Jeppesen on August 2, 2013
One of the more pernicious symptoms of global capitalism has been the spread of an overwhelming uniformity of style and appearance that goes under the name of “popular culture.” Like the global spread of English as a lingua franca, it is meant to serve as a universal language – one whose symbols we must all comprehend if we are to live in the world today, whether we like it or not. The annihilating effects of this phenomenon on local cultures and forms of expression are well known, and indeed, any counter-globalization effort worth its name must take into consideration some measures of preservation.
It is with great timeliness – despite the inherent timelessness of her images – that an artist like Iwajla Klinke then arrives on the scene, fully armed to give us a glimpse at various micro-worlds that continue to endure against the grain of contemporaneity. At the same time, Klinke’s photographs are global in their outreach – she does not confine herself to one particular culture or region, but has set out upon a journey to preserve glimpses of fast-disappearing collectivities that connect us to ancient traditions of myth and ritual, rites that continue to resonate in our day-to-day lives, whether or not we pause to consider their reverberations.
Klinke utilizes classical portraiture to capture her subjects in either traditional costumes, or else manufactured creations that somehow preserve some semblance of ancient ritual. Not far from her home in Berlin, the Sorbians of Eastern Germany still celebrate the annual Bird Wedding on 25 January of each year, in which two children are selected as bride and groom and brought together in a mock ceremony to celebrate the upcoming end of winter. Klinke captures her child brides against dark backgrounds and in natural light, allowing us to admire both the fine detail and flourish of their traditional dresses as well as the determined expressions of reverence that are somewhat surprising to find on children’s faces; they bespeak a worldliness that goes beyond our traditionally cosmopolitan conception of the term, a worldliness that is definitively earthbound and engraved in the machinations of a past that is eternally present.
In another series, Klinke travels to Sicily during Holy Week to select decorated subjects from the festive pageantry for her portraits. Here, the Mysteries have been played out in the days before Easter ever since the 1600s in processions that can last up to twenty-four hours. With baroque extravagance, the children take on their apostolic roles with dignity and honor – and yet the disparity that emerges between their exaggeratedly colorful and detailed robes and sacred cloths and the pitch black background they are shot against is like the very chasm between the Earth, with its millennia of history, and the perpetual darkness from whence it all emerged – and to which it might someday return.
The question, then, must be asked: What distinguishes these photographic works from a mere exercise in cultural anthropology? Despite the seeming esoteric subject matter, Klinke’s gaze is never clinical or desultory; rather, she holds her subjects in the same reverence and esteem with which they carry out their annual rituals. One could say that photography is Iwajla Klinke’s own ritual, one whose results she generously shares. Even her method is quasi-ritualistic. In her travels, Klinke produces her photographs using the same method she practices in her home studio in Berlin’s fashionably shabby Kreuzberg district. Eschewing unnatural light, her photo shoots always take place during the day time next to a window. Given the relative poverty of sunshine in Germany throughout most of the year, the light is usually soft, dim, and pale, as though to allow her subjects’ “inner glow” to fill the frame. Deceptively simple and straightforward in appearance, the photographs are actually produced in sessions that can last up to several hours, during which hundreds of shots are taken, from which the artist will select one single image to serve as the finished portrait. Her subjects, then, must enter into something like a meditative state and wholly submit to the process as the work is being done, which perhaps accounts for the sense of serenity that emerges from nearly all of the figures in Klinke’s photographs.
It is no mistake that Klinke prefers photographing children. One cannot conjure a future worth living in without a cognizance of the past that entails at least some engagement beyond the superficial. Iwajla Klinke’s practice, after all, also extends beyond contemporary photography’s limited concerns and is perhaps best seen situated among the paintings of the Old Masters that continue to inspire her, with the chiaroscuro endeavors of Jean Barbault and Caravaggio immediately springing to mind. Excavating some of the most unlikely sources of our contemporary fabric and forcing us to turn our gaze upon them in an intense consideration, Iwajla Klinke effectively re-invents the sublime and gives us a new politics of reality.
The System
by Travis Jeppesen on July 23, 2013
-after Ashbery-
The system wants to eat my hair, and I said no. That I cannot allow and simply will not give in to the flux that demands my windless participatory combo. O holy darkness, synth in the ashtray – the astronomical voidance thrusts itself into our misapplied notions of temporality, fuck’d the entire picture for once (rather than just a minuscule discrepancy.) It was a dark and stormy housewife, my friends had violence ideals in the wrong zoo. Animals chasing after us, we scrambled down to the showcase city to find out which of our fears would get us there sharpest. A rotten menagerie of twinks and sullen yardsticks, awaiting the buttock brigade they had been promised, future seminary was more my thing once it had already drifted down the stream. The timing of the day was my anatomy also.
Had so much to say. I think I love mostly those things I can never be a part of. That way downfall pre-announced. The bugs rotted needlessly in the windowsill, identifying something. Black flags roasted an innocent horizon.
What was once ruled over now to be innate unearthed and wailing, singing to some ears. Lightbulb’s fantasy is de-containment, the shore to be unframed. Mired in my cosmic lust, I taste time to be out of it – sense of denial lights my antithesis up and now the object begins to bleed from within. Do I exhausted with candied unfeeling? Please allow me to wipe the zero’s ass before placing it back on the counter. You see, I was just reaching out to the anti crawling on your karmic labia.
Cher is the best female singer that has hair, I once heard you to declare. You were digging up that notebook I’d buried one night in the cemetery where Hegel’s bones disintegrate – I thought, why this town? The system’s harelip
kept me married to the deadbeat state I could never afford to overflow, such was my engulfment in the chronic uncertainty of its nether regions. Please elect me Next Best Dictator before I graduate from high school oh lord of no holy motion, my vehicle just done had a plop and it looks a lot like yr face, especially the part that’s no longer there, I cut it off with scissors, the same ones the waitress used to shear my Pyongyang noodles into suckable gobs.
The dictators listened to each other in those days, that was the thing. You didn’t just hold your ruler out and hope that someone grabbed on. Imposition was not nearly so costly as this modern era. Now you really have to force yourself upon the masses, and often, they don’t like it all that much. Teaching the masses to like something was once a favorite pastime. Like fishing in the Tumen, the Volga, the Vltava.
To write a new river is to have a friend. Here is me in this photo trying to survive camp life. My favorite human god put me there. In the photo, I am trying to say. There is no other way, not to put it sourly, it is just that the system could not fit me into its mouth. The system is neither vegetable, mineral, nor mammal; it is more like a vestibule with hairlike slithers that may or may not be alive, depending on the season.
Here is my bemusement looking oh so sexy upon a TV screen, and still I have no plasma. Now that the system has granted us permission to misunderstand time, I’m wondering if we can go back and make that house unburn itself. Or make Hitler shoot someone else in the head. My colleagues in the social sciences thought it might be more fruitful to see what a lion might do with a python; same old benevolence, I thought.
They all looked for something that might dictate the flows. This is what will make life easy – that’s what they all thought. We were never so lost as they are – or were we? Is ours not a falser freedom? For inner necessity doesn’t breed discontent. Becoming passive (inner), we propel ourselves into motion. Squirt fascist intentionality into my breakfast cereal right before I fall face first into the void promised by most breakneck bowls. I can only smell the truth in the darkness of morning.
Winter wobbler called out at the ghost army: Wrong season! Cops’ll keep coming until every highway’s desert. Don’t let the going stop you. Command
gets underway to blow the legacy back to liquid city mortified by shell bombing. Plug that hole, the General’s song echoes off the buildings, implying wake-up time, the next moment to go to work…
That autumn, he led us into the revolution happy that so few of us had felt like getting killed enough to do it. Our enemies were snails. Vampire bats shitting on open collars, eating minnows upside down. Dream of a state of mind. What happens when savior no longer feels like saving. That is when the propaganda machinery begins its evening grind. Cover all the holes, that became your job. He did not wish to hide the truth that bit him in a most improper area on his bodily specimen, the vehicle that could have led to change and change for all, whatever the slogan might have been before it was erased, like a poem writ in sand by the big toe.
We have done all this towards building a republic of dreams, and wet we can’t stop seeming, no matter how hard we try to dissolve into the unformulizable fabric. Seeming is a lot like going somewhere, only not. The otter wore sunglasses and choked on its own necessitude. Burn most banks, it seems. Riots ate most of the continent’s cities that year. An announcement made that the dictator’s pregnant once again.
Fat stuttery looseness heard the telephone to ring and hung it up real quick before a voice could be emitted. This is my nation, she thought, her fingertip stuck against the hourglass. No more mirrors, it felt like too soon to morph into magazine rack unbegone thugness – someone wrote a poem to the god-in-the-machine which done lost control on the road to vituperative stain.
They’ll never be able to design a car that drives itself until they understand how human beings work, and by the time that happens, cancer will be a canned product you can own up to down at the corner stower, where best friend Molten Mary stirs the stew and her fat wife Stir-eyed Sereen can fart a bible through the tailpipe and sell it as contemporary, even though it comes from the future. Some of us have goals, as embarrassing as it may sound; lucky for the rest, we keep their manifestations hidden in our subtlest gestures, while focusing our prospects on the military industrial complex. You can’t explode an armpit without a race riot, grampa used to always say.
He doesn’t like death all that much. So then why does he continue to play with it? Ejaculation is a matter for the police, princes in autumn. Kills turmoil tit in the citywide lust span. Lust, after all, was a city, too. Place to have an incomplete thought about: found himself invited to be interred. Designated capital all painted aluminum, though some claimed it steel. It was not the type of system one need have feathered dreams of to make real. It breathed its unrealness like a redhead into the flowers.
The system’s lungs teargas burns. Individuality’s burnt mushroom okay? For the generation to have a TV show. There was never an honest moment. Lung made out of a curtain, both iron. They tore it all down in the riot, a hundred children wearing gas masks. They all had machines where their hearts were meant to beat.
Humans were lovely machines before they became spatiotemporalized. Now they dwell in the hidden agony of the system’s malfunctions. Flat across the sky, a hidden bat screams to welcome them. But as the newest spawn, what need have we as overseers to see what goes on inside them. If anything, we are the city’s innards – its kidneys and functions. We both are and we move at once. There is no becoming greater than that which defies all measure. Please send flowers when you reach that groundless destination: the sky will then be a green stripe and I will be a series of black wavy lines swarming my way past. Until then, do what you can to regulate and totalize the system. It will eat your brains out regardless. And my hair will always be an extension of my thoughts, just as my fingernails, penis, and eyeshadow simultaneously constitute a holy trinity: the becoming that barfs no shadow.